The Virgin Bloody Mary

James, 25

"I work retail, and most of my co-workers are women. I started hanging out with this one girl. I could tell she liked me, but I just thought of her as a friend. One night she called me, and I had just gotten home from being out drinking. I told her to come over and we could watch a movie. As soon as she got to my place, I made a move. We started kissing and wound up in bed. She was a few years younger than me, and I could tell she didn't have much experience, but I didn't really think about it. As soon as I started having sex with her, I knew she was a virgin. I stopped and asked her, and she didn't really answer. She tried to play it cool, but when we were done there was evidence on my white sheets that she had never done it before. I felt terrible about being her first and not even liking her. After that I avoided her whenever possible."